Spring

Well Spring is well and truly here and so is that wonderful drive to clear away anything that doesn’t serve me or my family and draw in an abundant life that does.

At home, I installed a fire pit in my garden last week and my kids and I have already had our first barbeque on it and spent almost every night since sitting around it’s warmth enjoying the night and firelit dinners together. I don’t quite remember a British Spring that’s seemed so warm and inviting to be in Nature since I arrived here and I’m enjoying it as much as I can. The fire’s also been the focus of some deep ceremonies that I’ve done to release patterns and beliefs that don’t serve me, as well as a lot of grief, disappointment and sadness that I have experienced recently.

It feels good to work with emotions as their true nature, which for me is energy in motion. As a human, I have the capacity to feel the full range of emotions, but I have previously been conditioned to hold onto the less harmonious ones, try and stop them from bubbling up and so, inadvertently, kept them locked in my inner world where they have continued to manifest in my life and personality in hidden and often unharmonious ways.

It’s felt so much more authentic to notice the emotion coming up in the moment, give it the space to express itself within me, in this case through a clean wash of tears and then to let it go into the fire with the intent that the energy of it be transmuted. When I had my hair cut short recently, I intended that everything I had been carrying that was still blocking me from experiencing the full flow of unconditional love (that I have been connecting with more and more over this past year), flow out into the hair that was being cut and I later added it to the fire, a handful at a time, intentionally tuning into what was there and consciously letting it go.

How liberating. Still, it does take a little getting used to having the empty spaces inside where those burdens used to rest. I am resisting the urge to fill the spaces with what is familiar or comforting. It’s not easy. But I am instead turning my attention to the horizon where I feel a small sense of expectation growing as I feel all that I have been visioning over this past year is heading my way, now that it knows how much space is available in my Being for it to grow in.

Thank you again Brad Yates and Abraham-Hicks for your wisdom that speaks to me so deeply and allows the greatest shifts with grace and ease. My appreciation knows no bounds!

Thank you my friends online and offline – your beauty and compassion and generosity inspire me.

And that inspiration and the thrilling rush of Spring are carrying me forward in exciting new directions.  This blog will begin to change a little too.  It was my first online presence and I have learned so much through it, mainly through the confidence it gave me to try something different and fulfil guidance I’d been given repeatedly for years which was to begin writing.

I’ll be looking for a beautiful new theme that more clearly expresses the passionate, creative woman that I am, so if you have any suggestions, please share them in the comments section.  My writing here is also going to become more focused on the personal side of my journey and on unschooling and all that that means to me, especially relating to parenting, relationships and following my bliss.

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